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lyrics
I don't want to be known as anyone.
I was never strong like everyone.
I guess I wasn't cut out for this life.
Numb and I feel like I can't breathe.
I hope they understand that I've got to leave -
I cannot continue on with this lie.
Worn the pain, and come back for more.
Held the line and never let it go.
But honestly, I'm done trying to fight this.
And I've screamed until my lungs gave out.
Dug in my claws through all hell.
Honestly, I don't want to survive this.
Everybody wants an answer to something.
I never asked too much for anything.
I guess it's too late for questions now.
Tired of my mind working against me.
Sick of things not being how they should be.
I need an escape and this is the only way I know how.
Worn the pain, and come back for more.
Held the line and never let it go.
But honestly, I can't continue to fight this.
And I've screamed until my lungs gave out.
Dug in my claws through all hell.
Honestly, there's just no way to survive this.
I don't know if I'll make it through the night.
Am I gonna die? Think I'm gonna die. I'm afraid to die.
I don't know if I'll make it out alive.
Am I gonna die? Am I gonna die?
Worn the pain, and come back for more.
Held the line and never let it go.
But honestly, I wasn't ready to fight this.
And I've screamed until my lungs gave out.
Dug in my claws through all hell.
Honestly, I don't know how I'll survive this.
I don't know if I'll make it out alive.
Am I gonna die? Think I'm gonna die. I don't wanna die.
I don't know if I'll make it through the night.
I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die..
credits
released August 4, 2020
A huge thank you to Luke Thompson of Void Matter for recording and editing the track.
And a big thank you to Tam Schilling (@Tamcam Images) for the photo used as the cover.
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